Kn!ghTz"s. ReAlm

2011-08-12T20:02:00.002+08:00

Please pardon my use of expletives in the following short story. =)

It was 5.05pm,

reports were sent 1 by 1 to my comp...

while i compiled, Fuckers A and B packed up their things and started to stroll around the warehouse.

5.28pm,

Fuckers A and B said to my boss that they will be going off first, i'm still busy compiling the reports.

5.30pm,

One of the managers came over and asked me questions about the inspection and report results. Compiling put on hold while i was answering the manager.

5.50pm,

Done compiling the reports, beginning to write email and report summary.

5.55pm,

Fuckers A and B suddenly appear and ask "Eh, why so slow, faster send the report leh! Boss says he is waiting for it."

5.59pm

Sent report to customer and boss, packed up and returned the equipment.

6.00pm

Fuckers A and B time out their card with me, so effectively i work 30mins overtime typing a report that both FUCKERS refuse to do, while both FUCKERS "work" 30mins overtime by going for a smoke break and coming back at the last minute to lecture me about the report progress.

End of the day, me and both FUCKERS get paid the same amount of overtime.

The End.

2011-08-05T20:20:00.002+08:00

taking a plate - 5 seconds
opening a can of tuna mayo - 2 seconds
slathering wholemeal bread with lots of tuna mayo - 15 seconds
adding a slice of mozzarella cheese and topping with bread - 8 seconds
cook in microwave oven - 30seconds

who said it takes more than a minute to make dinner?!

2011-07-31T22:51:00.001+08:00

and then, i looked into your eyes

2011-07-26T23:47:00.002+08:00

you may not be as bright as the sun,
giving warmth and life,
but at least i know that even in the darkest nights,
when the moon hides,
you'll be that little star that never fades,
giving hope and light.

2011-07-24T12:18:00.002+08:00

had to work from 8.30am till 3am on a saturday... and even i am lucky coz my colleagues have to stay till even later.

simply cant understand why such a world renowned employer cant care for their employees.

here's my personal wish, go die.

2011-07-16T00:03:00.001+08:00

sometimes, all i want is just someone to be there for me when i'm alone...

simple wish that is impossible to fulfill.

2011-07-09T22:16:00.001+08:00

lonely...

trying to let you go...

i hate being alone, but fear being betrayed

Yiruma - Kiss The Rain (Full Version)

2011-07-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

"Whenever you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."

2011-07-04T20:07:00.002+08:00

Friends that make you feel better when you're down, are the ones that deserves you when you're up.

I wonder how many of my friends really can pass this simple test...

2011-06-27T20:17:00.001+08:00

work for sat and sunday, and now monday... super tired....

the money i earn from that torture shall go to my japan fund

muahahahahaha!!

2011-06-24T19:21:00.002+08:00

today was supposed to be an awesome day, but just before lunch, my boss told me that due to the incompetence of her boss, the whole section will need to go over and help her boss, on SATURDAY and SUNDAY from 8.30am to TEN AT NIGHT.

seriously understand why those 2 are still single at the age of 40, or was it 50?

thanks for burning my weekends, thanks for the OT pay too, i'll treasure it and leave your company ASAP.

pfft...

2011-06-21T22:02:00.002+08:00

visited AFTC today.

when you return to a place where you spent a portion of your life, what you see, is not the grief you had going there daily in the past, neither the hardships you faced on those lands, but rather the feeling that you have reconnected with a fragment of your past, and this brings a deep sense of belonging.

it is not the place that makes a wonderful memory, but the people there. not any person can who make your life interesting, but rather that very place where those precious people gathered, the roads where their paths crossed with yours, that makes life, truly, worth living.

2011-06-18T21:11:00.003+08:00

whenever you feel like criticizing another, take a deep breath and think, are you really any better?

what's the point of saying so-and-so does not do their job properly, doing it carelessly and at their own sweet time, when you yourself barely even do your own work, spending your time smoking and drinking, and walking around picking on people's faults.

That fella better not sit next to playing his iphone while i type reports, and clock overtime again, or i may accidentally leave some ball bearings on the stairs.

Went out with 2 crazy ladies and one sleeping beauty today, ate food that was raw, a few balls and yogurt. Watched a movie about the time when a bald-wheelchair-bound man wasn't bald and could walk. many thanks for keeping me company! ^^

2011-06-17T21:09:00.001+08:00

hates to be nagged at, 1 more person at work just went into my "to ignore" list...

dreams of the day i can open my own ryokan >_<

2011-06-16T22:10:00.001+08:00

give me a good back massage and i'll love you forever!!

2011-06-15T20:52:00.001+08:00

phase book.

2011-06-13T23:01:00.001+08:00

always so indecisive, and hurt people because of it... why cant i have the courage to say no?

2011-06-11T18:41:00.001+08:00

Cloudy all day, reminded me of japan's winter sky.

Its amazing how just chatting and lunch can make someone's day.

Arigatou.

2011-06-08T20:29:00.001+08:00

Suddenly, just felt so lonely.

2010-05-09T20:05:00.007+08:00

hehe finally some time to post again. well ever since my last post have been going to see doctors regularly and thanks to the internet and wikipedia i now know about my condition better and how to handle it. well life is still chaotic as i cant continue army training normally and this makes alot of trouble like having to recourse my bmt which i have already endured for a god damn 10 weeks!

beside that recently thanks to this bloody problem i cant go out often so it means more time for animes and manga! caught on to a new anime named Angel Beats. simply put this anime has comedy, good fighting scenes, high quality music, and an extremely touching storyline that features the individual characters. for those who know of Clannad, this anime will definately be a new favorite ^^

nowadays didnt catch up on taiwan dramas coz they dont suit my taste, but there's one that is super nice and funny called Down with Love (就想賴著你), it stars jerry yan and ella and for goodness sake it is so good that i'm addicted to it wahahahaha. if not for this show i wouldnt have known that ella was so good at acting and also the opening and ending songs for the drama is fantastic and i practically listen to it once everyday before i go to sleep XD

last but not least i found a new favorite song. its the ending song for the Angel Beats anime i mentioned called "Brave Song". the tune is very calming and the lyrics are meaningful. for those who had a bad or stressful day, this is the perfect song for you.

Brave Song (click for link)

Jap Romanji ---------------------------- English Translation

Itsumo hitori de aruiteta --------------- I've always walked alone

Furikaeru to minna wa tooku ---------- When i turn around, everyone's far behind
Sore de mo atashi wa aruita ------------ Even so, I kept walking
Sore ga tsuyosa datta ------------------ That was what strength was

Mou nani mo kowakunai --------------- "I'm not afraid of anything anymore"

Sou tsubuyaite miseru ----------------- I try to whisper to myself

Itsuka hito wa hitori ni natte ----------- Everyone becomes alone someday

Omoide no naka ni ikiteku dake -------- They live on only in memories

Kodoku sae aishi waratterareru yori --- So i can laugh with my heart, even in this loneliness
Atashi wa tatakaun da ----------------- I will fight
Namida nante misenain da ------------- I will show no tears

To finish off, a good post needs funny pics~ so enjoy =]

2010-04-01T19:57:00.002+08:00

hehe its been awhile..

well ever since the last time i blogged, many things happened regarding my health. had weakness on the left side of my body for a week until on tuesday it was so terrible till i cant move my left side at all and my right side was extremely difficult to move... felt for the first time fear coz there were all those sergeants around me but i could barely breathe and can barely call for their help...

after that went to hospital and was hospitalized.. maybe coz its only my 4th week in army, but the doctors really anger me.. keep on asking me "are you feeling stress in army? do you want counseling? this condition may be due to stress.." wtf knn larh, if its stress i'll know it myself but for goodness sake i can barely move my body lohx.. then call me do alot of movements, left side already very hard to move and coz its slow they keep scolding, saying "i know you can do it, dont lie to me". when i heard that really gave up.. its okay if ppl in camp say i geng or whatever but you're a doctor for goodness sake, and i am trying my best to do what you say, if u dont trust me, why the heck should i trust my health in your fking hands..

so after that stupid episode, stay in hospital for 2 days, went thru 1 CT scan, x-ray, 2 mri scan, and a dunno what electric shock scan(this 1 quite painful). over at the ward, found something surprising.. the younger more inexperienced nurse are more caring.. the older lao jiao nurse walk around black face, talk to you like talking to criminal.. haiz.. didnt expect my first hospital experience to be this bad...

so now, finally back at home(had to wait 4hrs++ just to discharge) and resting, catching up on my dear ol manga!! left side still fell abit lag, and a little headache.. hopefully it gets better coz i dun wanna go back to that hospital again...

till next time~~~
9z

2010-03-20T18:29:00.002+08:00

finally back from the first 2 weeks of NS. well the first two weeks was a total change in lifestyle, new people that i have never met, new environment that is surprisingly hotter than singapore =.= and new lifestyle i could get some help getting used to. lucky for me it seems my new commanders are quite good in comparison so hehe, hope for the best bahx. well initially i was supposed to be posted to Jaguar company, but due to some issues, i was posted to Viper company instead, inside platoon 3, section 5, bed 06! ^^

these 2 weeks i got to interact alot with my section mates since we basically share the same bunk and i got to make a few new friends and also some enemies. well, as some of you may know my body is quite weak, and ever since my 4th day in the camp i came down with a fever, double vision, pressure in my head and a terrible cough. thanks to that i have basically become a useless person, cant do physical activities and maybe because of this reason some of my section mates have looked down on me, even going on to blame me as the cause for any one else who reports sick. well its not like i want to be unwell too, but what can i do?

together with new enemies i made some new buddies too who showed concern for me and understood my feelings during this time. my commanders are very good to me too and i hope they know that i am not chao genging, there's really something wrong in my head....

i saw the medical officer 3 times already but they dont know what's wrong, gave me medicine that barely works and i'm now waiting to see a specialist though they havent given me a definate date. haiz... who knew that even typing this post could be so tiring..

since i'm finally home after so long, gotto catch up on the animes and mangas i missed, hope i can get better and it isnt anything serious.

next time
9z~

2010-02-28T11:44:00.003+08:00

wow another week has passed.. first of all i finally bought a new phone that does not have camera!! haha now i can listen to music in the base and use my phone lerh, but trust me transferring all the songs i like and change the settings was one hell of a time waster.

then on sunday i also went over to mami's house to bai nian. at first was abit sad derh coz only have me cactus and ah da, summore i'm not close to either of them so its like visiting alone lidat. went over there early for mahjong and played quite well, so i didnt lose this time hehe. after that about 8 lidat xi ah xian and timx came suddenly as a surprise and muahahahahaha that basically made my day ^^

next sat going to start bmt lerh so i wont be able to touch my comp for 2 weeks... and even if i have time most likely will be too tired to even play for long. miss the days of sec sch and poly siah, so much time in the world to do anything i wanted.

well, after watching both Hi! My Sweetheart and ToGetHer, i'm a taiwan drama addict now!! so, i started watching back the older dramas and found this drama called Momo Love. basically its about this cute TaoHua who always get proposals and her 4 brothers that have super high expectations and prevent guys from getting close to TaoHua. so one day this ShiLang comes who meets all the expectations and both him and TaoHua have to face the brother's opposition + many other problems. overall the drama is quite funny mostly thanks to YuYi and the problems they faced were realistic and heart wrenching. got time, i'll surely watch this and ToGetHer again, provided got time =p

Momo Love

And some funny pics, this time i didnt find alot hehe

That's all, till next time~

2010-02-20T02:28:00.004+08:00

finally i have the time and mood to blog again ^^

firstly, from the past week onwards, i've started working at the airforce. the base is at payar lebar so i have to wake up super early everyday to reach there by 8 or else i'll get scolded!! and coz it is a military job, i have to cut my hair short again and dye it black, goodbye to my long brown hair~~

well the job is quite good, met a few new friends there and overall the people in there are nicer than i thought and there wasnt any newbie bullying ^^

okay, so work aside, recently thanks to Hi! My Sweetheart a.k.a hai pai tian xin, i started watching taiwan dramas and i stumbled upon a drama that i wanted to watch, but forgot due to animes and school.. and this drama is no other than ToGetHer (superstar express). basically the show stars Jiro Wang as a idol MARS who due to his behavior has declining popularity, has to move into the house of Chen Mo Mo who is played by Rainie Yang. at first the show had a slightly sad tone, with some humor and i really hated how MARS behaved.. but gradually as the show progresses, as he starts to change due to the silent concern by mo mo, love blossoms and there were parts so sad that gosh, if i didnt have a heart of stone i would be crying pails of tears.

so, watching this show told me that love is not something you demand from another, no matter how much you force another to like you it will most likely just make it worse. rather love is putting someone before yourself, to be able to bear any pain so long as that someone can attain happiness, that love is born from sacrifices each side gives.

though the ending was a little vague, would have loved to see them marry, but it was a happy ending nonetheless, worth every second of my time, and totally changed my perception of taiwan dramas.

hehe so i guess i'll be catching up on lots of taiwan dramas from now on during my free time and will look forward to visiting bearbear mami's house this sunday for new year!

"kashabah wangzi chen jing shuo guo, duo kan taiwan ou xiang ju shi hao de!"

Ai Jiu Zhai Yi Qi - ToGetHer (Superstar Express)

Momo + Mars = Love!

2010-02-13T00:42:00.012+08:00

hehe finally feel like blogging. well to recap, ever since the last post there have been a "few" developments. firstly there was Christmas which was boring like hell coz i spent most of that day sleeping. then there was new year which was even worse than Christmas coz it was sooooo damn warm i can't sleep once it was noon.... so that basically covers dec 5 till jan 20.

well, on the 20th, or was it 21st... either way a wednesday so u can check the calendar yourself, we went to celebrate bear mami's birthday at ichiban sushi. the whole day was so damn busy i didnt have breakfast and lunch so when i reach there really eat like a pig... and due to some "miscommunication" i ate so much that when timx they all take out the surprise cake... i almost feel like vomiting just from looking at it! after that we went to play pool and that was the first time i played since erm... since 2 years ago? or more (>-<)

hmm... also during january there were a few new animes that i started watching. quite a few nice ones out there but nowadays animes are getting more and more perverted, relying on breast, breast and more breast to get people to watch, so kinda disappointing. but among the new animes there were 2 very good ones, first is Fairy Tail! been reading the manga since last year and it has a good storyline, good battle scenes, and has a super funny cat in it! definitely worth watching and i believe will be the next big anime to replace one piece blach and naruto.

Main character of Fairy Tail, Natsu Dragneel

Next will be Baka to Test to Shoukaanju, which translates to Idiot, Tests, and Summon Beings in english. i just tried watching it for fun and now i'm so addicted to it coz it has smooth animation, damn funny jokes, and is overall a fresh new concept that's both original and hilarious. do give it a try even if u dont watch anime!

Baka to Test to Shoukaanju

well, thnx to mami and my classmates i also watch Hai Pai Tian Xin and gosh it is so damn good!, but since i think almost everyone that i know watches it i shall not elaborate on how good it is =)

Then finally, the reason why i am blogging today.... well, today.. is kinda... my last day of poly T-T took my last test today so i wont be stepping in RP till graduation day and after that i will most likely never get to meet most of the fellas in RP.. suddenly feel so free and so lost, no schedules, no stress, nothing, its like the feeling of playing a RPG game till the end, and suddenly just a white screen appears. after primary confirm is secondary, after sec confirm ite poly or jc... but after poly, suddenly there's nothing... feel so lost now.

but either way tomorrow will come(even though i prefer it not to) and i'll just take 1 step at a time till i find a new path ^^ watched percy jackson today also, okay okay only, watched it alone coz no one to pei me!!!! haiz i spent so much time sleeping and staying at home that i havent have any "best friends" in poly.. so now have to be lonely lohx.. but its not that bad coz this way i also dont have to fear losing them, since i dont have them in the first place!!!

i guess that's all, will try to blog after CNY so, happy chinese new year!!!

to close it off lets have some more funny pics i found on the world wide(really damn wide) web!

2009-12-04T23:29:00.003+08:00

wahahaahaaaa..

finally the time has come to update my blog!

okay, aion aside, had 2 birthday celebrations. first was for timx. me mami and beng plotted with si ah xian to give timx a surprise at amk. so we met up and mami also brought a guy along(paiseh, forgot his name) and we went around and bought timx a present while we wait for the bday girl to reach.. at first they wanna buy clothes.. but we had no idea what type of clothes timx likes.. so in the end bought a bag ^^

afterthat we went to eat teppanyaki, so-so. not very good service, but aloooooooooooot of veggies, especially beansprout ~.~

went to pool following dinner and poor mami's iphone got raped by the 2 crazy ladies(thank god i didnt buy one) and afterthat xianrenzhang also came and mami and xian wanted to "sell" the bday girl away!!!

the next bday, was for xianrenzhang.. at first when mami sms me about it i had no idea who he was, coz i only know him by the name curtis.. so i blur blur derh went to khatib.. wait 20mins for them to arrive, enter the train, had a short exchange with xian about her only having 1 bra and cloths(actually today my classmate told me they were right behind me, but after hearing that too paiseh to call me) and only after we reach amk, then i know xianrenzhang = curtis! power rite =]

same thing, we had dinner, and i ordered this Grilled Salmon Set from amk's S-11 and it was super nice! cheaper than the teppanyaki and better service. then coz mami has a small appetite, xian had stomachache, timx hate fries, beng eaten, so i became their rubbish bin for excess food.. but no complaints, free food is good food~

we went over to kbox and sing, and for viewer's discretion i shall not elaborate on what happened inside. (hint: song beer cake boy face candle smudge cheers amen)

very very sadly, i didnt take any pics, so all i can offer is another round of funny pics from the internet!!

Also a nice song i found, quite old, but nice! -CLICK ME!-
signing off~
tata

2009-09-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

wahahahaha.. won the war today. but bad things happened.. since there was such a long period of peace before this war, our nations had many friends among each other.. and this war basically torn these friends apart.. now both sides feel betrayed and been scolding each other... a member from my nation.. angie.. especially had a tough time, all her friends renounced friendship, said bad things abt her, and drove her to quit.

well, its not like i dont understand, if we lost, we sure would have behaved the same way.. but then comes the issue, where online, friends are just a saying, they can leave u, betray you, and do whatever u can imagine to you, in an instant.. seems like it will take a long time before the virtual world truly allows us to communicate and make friends with each other =x

atlantica aside, today aion will be release!! although its 3am my time.. tried to get some sleep, but the flat above my house caught fire.. the fire engine came and the siren served as one of the best alarm clocks in the world!!! now hungry, and tired while typing this with a swollen eye due to waking up too early.

well, to cheer things up, some funny pics for today!

2009-09-19T20:55:00.003+08:00

went to settle real life matter today!(finally) woke up at 2pm(super early!) and went to marsiling for a haircut. although i live quite far away, always go back there, the shopkeeper is nice, and i can trust her with my hair!! after that, on my way home, passed by my old work place, and des' house, keep on remembering those times we were still friends, its sad that we're all like cheery blossoms, budding together, and slowly falling to the ground, although its a mere 5cm/s, day after day we get separated further, till eventually, i dont even know if we'll meet again.

watched a few youtube vids and got caught up with X Factor. damn there's this stacey solomon, the way she sang "What a Wonderful World" was FANTASTIC!! and of course i caught up with manga and anime too. well, Adef helped me find this song, from Valkyria Chronicles, and i loved it, here's the lyrics

Hatenaku Tsuzuku
Hikari wa Tsuyoku
Asu wo, Terasu
Mune no, goku de, furusato, omou yoni
namida nagare demo, sora wa aoi mama
donna sekai mo
ai wo shinjite
ikite
yukeru

(never ending)
(light that is bright)
(shines on tomorrow)
(my heart missing the village secretly)
(even if tears fall, the sky is still blue)
(no matter what happens to the world)
(believe in love)
(live)
(and walk down your path)

Sora Wa Aoi MaMa

yeah, gonna fight the war in atlantica tmr, hope we win. and then prepare for aion's official lauch.

tata~

2009-09-15T23:33:00.004+08:00

yeah, aion open beta ended.. so i'm now catching up on anime and manga. have a few recommendations, Valkyria Chronicles, a very interesting, sad, and realistic anime, at least till the later episodes =x then there's the manga Bloody Monday which is a little like Deathnote, but more on hacking and terrorism, than a crazy apple loving shinigami ^^

Well, other stuff happened too, there's a war in Atlantica between my old nation and long time enemies, so logged in to help them out. those guys and gals really are the sweetest there is.. and i do hope we can win the war.

Aion Review: Extremely beautiful graphics, and realistic combat. i was so engaged with the gameplay that whenever i see a slope, or hill in real life, i feel like gliding down it on my wings like in aion! the PvP action is good, pretty balanced for an open beta and the limitless customization options really allows one to make something unique and special. The storyline is epic, and the way you interact with the npcs, listening to their history, their current situations and their future troubles, it sometimes makes u feel sad, happy, or even amused by them. Especially there was this lvl27 quest where girl who lost her village, wants you to get back her heirlooms from thieves so that she could sell it and start a new life with her nephew who lost her mum.. gosh.. i think my heart stopped for a moment there even though its virtual. but such things happen in real life.. so thnx to this game, i guess i'll give more to charity.

that's all for now.. kinda hungry so gotto fix some food! tata~

2009-09-06T22:49:00.004+08:00

phew... i think i'm finally done with the blog design... those jap words at the bottom right corner.. were HELL!! i print screened from a youtube video.. cropped.. convert to black and white.. and slowly(yeah slowly, took 1 whole day) refined the image.. finally arranged it in a heart shape!

digital rendering ish tough~

added a chatbox.. now the only thing missing is the music. aion will start in an hour or so, therefore i guess i wont be blogging for a week.. not like anyone is reading anyway >_< When You Believe

Anyone interested in aion, you may wanna check this out too! - Aion

Gonna shower, have dinner, and prepare for a whole night of grinding! tata~

2009-09-06T00:42:00.003+08:00

today.. is kinda sad day... finally left atlantica online.. saying goodbye to so many people who i spent so much time with.

Adef - thanks for supporting me all these time, you're my online brother T_T
Ema - kawaiii!! the most innocent girl i've ever met, hope to cya again!!
Kulafu - thanks for always replying me, good luck for exams
Maxier - may god bless you~ haha!
Angie - HUGS! i'll miss your hugs!! please dont spend so much money ^^
hesg - good luck bro!
Alexei - thnx for the "cheating tips!" i'll pluck my wisdom tooth one at a time
Overhide - bye bye uncle~ dont get in a car crash again.. and sleep earlier
may - u better come sg soon, miyu too
Bam - will miss this bastard
Diss - you'll pester me in msn, so i wont miss you!
Ahhoe - Hi! hehe. good luck for your work ^^

Warrior Nation! Thanks for being with me for soooooo long! nice being your boss/king! muahahahahaha.

Gonna play aion tmr~ will have some friends joining, but for all who arent coming along, best wishes for your lives ahead, and may we meet again someday!!

nice rite? the picture, the graphics is even better! ^^

2009-08-21T02:24:00.002+08:00

Wheeeeee~

Finally done with designing the blog.. muahahahaaa... cant believe took me 2hrs+++. luckily i didnt start the html code from scratch, will faint.

Well, trying to restart my blog, but the focus this time will be different, more towards animes/mangas, movies, songs, or anything inspirational that i come across.

Update tmr ^^